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Lost Memories of a Paper Doll Collection

by Barbara Brabec

This is an excerpt from Marcellaís Secret Dreams and Stories, with the rest of the story that couldn't be included in the book. It includes a link to a PDF document containing photographs of some of the paper dolls in the collection.

photo of Barbara Brabec's filing system 
	for her childhood collection of paper dolls

WRITING THIS BOOK taught me more about memory and the things we forget as we grow older. In Mother's memoir, she mentioned that Mary loved to play with her collection of paper dolls, a fact I didnít question. But when my sisters visited me in 2017 to celebrate our "landmark birthdays," Mary brought with her a surprise gift for me: the collection of paper dolls that I had completely forgotten was once mine. She had ended up with this keepsake when Mother closed our home in Buckley and had turned it up when she was downsizing her life for a move.

I remembered that I loved to draw as a child and recognized my own artistry in the collection, but I still have no memory of cutting out paper dolls from the newspaper or drawing my own paper dolls and designing wardrobes for the 33 dolls in this collection. What surprised both of us was that neither of us had any memory of ever playing with these dolls, though from the size of the collection it was surely a major childhood pastime. All I remember to this day is that I loved to draw as a child and carried my artistic talents into adulthood.

This memory failure prompted me to do a Web search on childhood memories, and I soon found several articles on the topic of "childhood amnesia," something that has apparently puzzled psychologists for more than a century. If this prompts you to ask yourself what your earliest memories are, youíll find additional perspective by searching the Web for  "childhood amnesia" and also "childhood memories." I've included some links at left to get you started.)

I believe we all have selective memories and choose to remember certain places and life events that had a great emotional or physical impact on us, like my stepping on a nail when I was about six and Daddy sticking my heel in a cow pile. As an adult when I first told Mother I remembered being on a paddlewheel boat as a child, she said I was only three at the time. But I can still see that paddlewheel turning in my mind today. [End of excerpt.]

Barbara's Childhood Paper Doll Collection
~ The Rest of the Story ~

WHEN MARY HANDED ME my special birthday gift in an unwrapped Christmas card box that looked very old and worn, I had no idea what to expect when I cautiously removed the lid. Inside I found what looked like an old autograph book with something between its pages. When I opened the book and saw what it contained, I was flabbergasted. "This must be yours," Mary said, "because it sure isnít mine."

a collection of paper dolls from the 1940s

This was what I saw when I opened the little book.

Within the pages of this little book, I found 33 paper dolls, each between four and four and a half inches tall, and I was rather impressed by my creative filing system for the collection. Each doll had her own page with her name written at top. Although the title on the above page indicates this is a Tillie doll, that might not be her correct name. It's now obvious to me that my sister or I didn't always put the dolls back in their original "compartment." 

I've never forgotten how much I loved to draw as a child, so I immediately recognized my own artistry in the collection. I used to draw a lot of pretty long-haired girls in beautiful dresses, but I was stunned to realize that I had no memory of ever cutting out paper dolls from the newspaper or drawing my own paper dolls and designing wardrobes for them and many of the other dolls in this collection.

I think I probably outgrew this childhood pastime to move into sewing dresses for my tiny Hollywood Doll, at which time Mary, being five years younger than I, began to play with the doll collection. Since few adults retain childhood memories before the age of seven, perhaps this explains why neither Mary nor I remember playing with these dolls. They were probably just one of many things that occupied our time in those days.

Famous Paper Dolls

SEVERAL DOLLS IN THE COLLECTION are ones that I drew myself, but they are simply different poses of the three commercial dolls I was cutting out of the newspaper, namely, Brenda Starr, Tillie, and Mopsy. Each of the commercial dolls came in different poses, usually with two or three different outfits. Using colored pencils, I designed larger wardrobes for most of the dolls. As I enjoyed looking through my collection, I researched paper doll collections on the Web and tracked down some interesting history about the comic strips that inspired the three dolls I collected:

The "Brenda Starr, Reporter" comic strip was created in 1940 by cartoonist Dale Messick, according to the caption on a Chicago Tribune photo. Messick was a greeting card artist from South Bend, Indiana who changed her first name from Dalia to Dale when told that "editors and readers would be more receptive to a gender-neutral moniker." Brenda Starr was named after a 1930s debutante, and the doll looked a lot like actress Rita Hayworth.

"Tillie the Toiler" was created by cartoonist Russ Westover, who based this character on a strip originally titled "Rose of the Office." When he changed the title, King Features Syndicate bought the strip and ran it from 1921 to 1959.

The "Mopsy" comic strip was created in 1939 by Gladys Parker, a writer and one of the few female cartoonists of that era. The idea for the strip was prompted by a comment from cartoonist Rube Goldberg who said her hair looked like a mop. Mopsy was portrayed as a working girl like her creator, one who was always surrounded by admiring men who appreciated witty comebacks, something Parker was famous for. There were different dolls in the "Mopsy Modes" collection, each of which had different hair colors and styles of dress to fit a particular profession. The strip ran for three decades.

The Market for Vintage Paper Dolls

MY WEB RESEARCH revealed that there is a large market for paper doll collectors, especially for those dolls that are still uncut on the old newspapers. On the Kovel's website I found this information:

"The first American paper dolls were published by Crosby, Nichols and Company of Boston, Massachusetts, in 1854. By the 1880s, sheets of printed paper dolls and clothes were being made. The first paper doll books were made in the 1920s. Collectors prefer uncut sheets or books or boxed sets of paper dolls. Prices are about half as much if the pages have been cut."

In talking with a couple of neighbors about my paper doll collection, I learned that their grandchildren now play with plastic dolls that have magnetic dresses. And when I mentioned this to my sister Mollie in one of our Skype conversations, she said "Wait a minute," and then came back with the stand-up cardboard dolls she played with as a child. One had magnetic qualities where you would rub the doll or the dress to magnetize it and it would stick to the doll. She also has two stand-up "Teen Time" dolls that apparently date back to the late fifties and early sixties.

The older I get, the more value I find in reminiscing about the past and thinking about the things I did at different stages of my life. Now in what I believe to be the last chapters of my life, it's comforting to see that what I loved to do as a child are still things I love to do now. I still like to draw, still have colored pencils and chalk and acrylic paints in my art and crafts collection, still love to design something new and work with my hands.

It was pure fun for me to have a spot on my website to write about one of my childhood pastimes and share some pictures of a few paper dolls in my boxed "autograph book collection." I've created a PDF document with photos and a copy of this article in case readers would like to share it with friends.

DOWNLOAD PDF HERE. Feel free to share this document with others by email, but please request permission if you'd to offer it anywhere on the Web.

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